Write your troubles in the sand and your blessings in stone . <3

All the mistakes I've made. All the trials I've over come. No matter how spoiled i am, I'm still the only one. The only one who knows my story, the only one who feels my pain. The only one who knows the troubled thoughts that always go through my brain. You know me, but not my story. You've heard the rumors. But please remember, they might be as fake as the person who told you. 

quote of the week

if he cant take you in sweat pants, he doesn't deserve you in a wedding dress

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You see a girl with a pretty face, but never notice the tears that roll down it
You see a girl with an amazing smile, but never see what makes it disappear.
You judge her by what you see, but never take the time to learn hear story.
You always talk about her, but never take the time to talk to her.
You start to notice when your world turns,
hers is rising.
How does it feel?

As i watch you fall to the ground.
And see the bruises on your face,
it ties knots in my stomach.
I wonder why God doesnt help us,
and stop him from the harm he's doing.
You make excuses
One after another.
But its time for this to stop.
As I lay in my room, imagining im capable of saving you.
And think of ways on revenge

I am onn my search for safety.

Ben

I am Ben

The boy you see at school

The one you judge.

The guy who’s being bullied,

The one with the alcoholic and abusive father.

The misunderstood one.

I’m not perfect.

And I’m not your average guy.

But I’m me.

Ben

The Breakup

Here lays my heart,
All broken and torn
There are no feelings left in it,
For me to mourn.
Here lays my mind,
Which has repressed;
All the memories we have shared,
That have left me a mess.
Here lays my soul,
Which you took away;
Along with my faith and trust in you,
That you broke in a day.
Here lays my body,
All mangled and left

Beautiful Christina Aguilara: The reason i picked this song was because, when somebody is abused they should never feel like it's their fault. And no matter how they're treated , they're beautiful

Save Me: Even though everyone makes mistakes, you are the only who can change or prevent them.

Who Says: This song was picked because no matter what anybody says, you should always think highly of yourself. And no one is perfect at anything but imperfection.

Pretty Girl Rock: I picked this song because Keri Hilson had self esteem problems and thats why she wrote the song, and it is very motivational

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I Am

I am the child who cries
I am the one who's under the bed
I am the one who screams
The one with the bruises
I am the one who is unloved
The one that feels abandon.
I am the one who cant take anymore
The one who in the end will overcome.

I am being abused